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This is how I feel now T.T

Self Reminder

I will not drink when I'm down or emo anymore T.T

Lovely Weather \(≧∇≦)/

It's been raining a lot recently, and the weather is so cooling. Totally loving it~ and hope it will be here to stay.

It's my birthday yesterday, and nope I did not celebrate it as I'm not the type of person who will purposely celebrate my own birthday unless my friends planned for me =x But nonetheless I'm very happy to receive all the birthday wishes especially from those who's really dear to me. Their wishes meant a lot to me, one of them was even in NS and yet he still remember my birthday. Was really touched.

And thanx to the technology nowadays, i received a couple of birthday songs sung by my friends as well on Whatsapp lol. I may not be seeing any of them in real life, but it just felt so warm =)

Once again, a very big THANK YOU to all of you. I love you guys!

For Me To Remember...

.....and not for you to know =)

Weeeee~~

I just found out there are still people reading my almost dead blog LOL! Well, that does motivates me to write back =)

So ya, I will start by changing the damn skin 1st, then I will try my best to blog back as often as possible. Besides, it does feel great to have a space to write out nonsense which might annoy my friends, or thoughts too deep for some =x

Forgot How To Edit HTML Codes T.T

Wanted to change my blog template, and as most of you know I haven't been touching my blog for like a year.

Didn't know so many things changed in a year time -_-" I experimented with the new template designer function. Wanted to do some customization for the template, went to edit HTML. I am very surprised that I don't even remember how to change the background T.T

Not only that, somehow the codes seems to have changed a lot. I couldn't locate some of the areas that I wanna edit from the bunch of codes, I tried searching for those names that I'm familiar with but I couldn't find them..

Damn...have to learn all over again *sigh* Will only change my blog's template when I know how to =(

Relieved =D

I felt really relieved and happy that I have finally made a decision. I didn't know that I will feel so happy after doing what I've decided.

I guess there won't be any rants or emo posts here for a while ^_^ Hopefully everything will be good.

Something That Made Me Smile =)

For the past few months I've been really lost and upset due to work stuff, but after the trips to Singapore and Hong Kong few weeks ago I somehow have something I can think of and smile again ^^

There were a lot of happy memories and silly things which made me smile just by reminiscing them lol. The one that made me happiest would be how I made a friend in Hong Kong lol. It was something rather silly, and not something that I would normally do but I'm really glad that I made the move anyway.

If I didn't I guess most probably I will have something to add on to my I-Regret-I-Did-Not-Do-This list haha XD From the trips I made, I also realised that I get attached to something/somewhere easily. I actually felt sad when I'm leaving the countries, thinking that I might not be able to meet the friends I met again.

That is the worse feeling ever. Although it will not last for long but still..it can actually make someone cry. I miss all the friends I have from other countries, hopefully you guys are fine wherever you are and hopefully I'm not forgotten! =x

Paths

I really wonder, what are the paths available for me, and what are the paths I can choose from? Am I on the right path now, or it's just a path that I'm passing through to get to another path.

These are some of the questions that have been lingering on my mind for more than a month. I really don't know what to do, and what I can do.

My friends asked me, do you have any things that you are really good at? No
Any things that you are really passionate about? No
Any things that you wish to do? No

With all these questions, I start to ponder, what is there for me? What do I have? I really have no idea at all. It's not like I've never thought of this before, but for years and years I still have not found the answers to any of the questions above. And this made it even harder for me to decide what I should do..

I understand the fact that friends can give you opinions/advises and all, but it's you who will be the decision maker in the end. No one can decide for you on what you should do, but I really don't know what I can do..

People are telling me different things, and since I do not have any opinion of my own yet I do not know which advise to heed. What should I do....time to change, or just continue the path I'm walking now?

And this all comes back to the point of I hate to choose =.=

What Goes Around Comes Around

Recently after I started working, I have a habit of getting name cards of places I pass by and wanna approach for work purposes. So what I will do is I will just go to their counter and ask them for their name cards, and if I'm asked why do I want it for I will just tell them it's for me to make reservation in future.

After "lying" for so many times, finally I kena cheat back once =.= I went to meet a client last Friday at a spa, everything went on smoothly. If you guys noticed my Facebook status last week, you might remember there was one of my status that says about ppl giving me the WTF face when I tell them I'm single. This is the client that I meant in my post lol..I jokingly ask him why? Wanna intro bf to me? XD

Anyway..as I was about to leave, one of the staff asked me for my name card saying that he have a fren who owns a bar and is interested to do online marketing. So without suspecting anything I just gave him my card la. It's not the first time people intro client to me anyway. I didn't really think much of it until today =.=

Around 6pm, someone with an unknown number called me. I picked up the phone, and he said he is the guy I gave my name card to. I thought he's calling to inquire on behalf on his friend, but no...he's actually calling me to get my permission to call me =.=

Wth man..he ask me if I will drop by that area again and if he can buy me a drink LOL! I really don't know if I should feel funny or shocked or what ~_~ It was then I realised..he doesn't have a friend who owns a bar/pub I assume, and he doesn't have a friend who wants to do online marketing as well. So many awkward silence during the call, I really don't know what to say =.=

FML, retribution for always "cheating" the people I'm taking name cards from I guess.. so girls and guys, don't cheat/lie on others coz some day you will kena back =x wonder if it's this was planned by my client because I jokingly asked him izit wanna intro bf to me =.=

My 1st Cheque From Nuffnang Finally Arrived!

Finally I have received my 1st cheque from Nuffnang~! I know it's kinda like a ritual for Nuffnangers to post about receiving their 1st cheque right so that's what I'm gonna do as well =P

I actually cashed out around mid January but I waited till March and I have yet to receive my cheque T.T I got in touch with Nuffnang personnel and they told me that my mail might be lost so they will reissue another cheque for me. Thankfully it didn't got lost for the 2nd time haha.

Was so happy when I saw this in my mail box XD

Ta daa~! The long awaited cheque (Almost 3 mths)

I'm not gonna censor the amount =x

I know most bloggers like to basically censor almost everything on the cheque but I won't be doing the same because I think there's nothing wrong about sharing the amount I got although it's not that much. Perhaps it can motivate new bloggers to blog more right? XD

Don't ask me what did I spend it for because it's still untouched haha, the cheque just cleared so I've yet to used any of it. There isn't anything in particular that I wanna buy now anyway =/ Anyway thanx Nuffnang again for the cheque above~ =D

Updates~

Arghhhhhhh! Still no time/mood to change my blog template yet =/ changing blog skin takes me like 1-2 days usually and I have no inspiration on what I wanna change it into yet haha..

Anyway updates! I'm not sure how many of you are aware that I've quited my old job as "liong dei gun" aka pengukur tanah XD I have got myself a new job as a Business Consultant for Groupon Malaysia and I never regret applying and joining this company ♥

I am quite happy now actually, people always complain about Monday Blues but I have not encountered it yet because it's really enjoyable working in a bungalow located on top of a hill with wacky colleagues.

Here's something to make you guys jealous *evil grins*

We have a swimming pool at our office....

.....and a sun deck with disco balls and our very own Mr Smith!

I also have an E.T colleague

And not to forget Shrek as well ;)

*Photo credits to Joanne*

Besides the photos above, there are actually a lot more awesome people and I noticed that each of them have a unique talent =x Will share with you guys more when I get to know them better I guess =P

2011 Wishlist

Haha I know it's a little late to write a wishlist now but who cares =P

Things I want for this year:

1. A new watch! Been wanting one since 2 years ago but I didn't really go and look for one lol

2. Go for a trip be it in or out of Malaysia. It's been quite a while since I've went for any trip =/

3. Shopping!! Fill my wardrobe with all sorts of stuff, and most important I want more shoes!

4. Meet some new great friends. From Rappelz most of the people I know are jerks EXCEPT my dear guildies and a few others =D

5. Lose some weight. This is a wish that will be on my list every year I believe haha XD

6. Earn more money

7. -To Be Filled-

8. -To Be Filled-

9. -To Be Filled-

10. -To Be Filled-

From my wishlist above, you can see I'm not a greedy person as I still have 4 slots to be filled XD Yaya I know I'm lame =x

I would also like to wish my dear Siew Ching and Rachel who's birthday are on this month.

Happy Birthday!! ♥

Happy 2011 ^^

I guess some of you might be real surprise to see a new post from me after SOooo long! XD Sorry, I know I've abandoned my bloggie almost completely since July but I've found something that took all my attention and time.. =x

Ok ok..the truth is I've been MIA playing Rappelz (MYSG server). I went back to my old hobby, gaming. Need to "chiong" level everyday that's why I've abandoned my bloggie for quite sometime lol.. From this game I've met a lot of great new friends, and many things happened in game as well.

Might compose a review on Rappelz soon =P

Anyway, I don't know why but I saw my blog when I start my Google Chrome and I just feel like writing something, update it, or whatever you call it haha. 2011 is here, but somehow I don't feel the excitement on 31st Dec, it just came to me as another day =/ perhaps it's the ppl I joined, or perhaps it's just me who changed? No idea~

This post is gonna be short and non pictorial coz it's actually a very random post lol. Anyway I'm listening to a club mix that was shared on Facebook by my friend and I think that it's quite good, hope this can help to kick off the "Monday Blues" for the 1st Monday of 2011 =P

DJ BENXH - Club Top 40 Mix by DJ Ben Xinghao

Melaka Trip: The Beginning

Went for a trip to Melaka last Saturday. There were 5 of us who went for the trip and they are...

Siew Ching aka Princess

Rachel aka the Blur one

Alvin aka EmoChipmunk

Henry aka Clevermunkey

Yours truly aka the kRaZy one =D

Jayleo was supposed to join us for the trip but in the end he decided that he do not want to go. We went there by bus as it is much cheaper than renting a car. From KL to Melaka is only RM12-13 per trip.

Anyway I was conned by a bus company called Jebat Express, they showed me nice bus photo, and it's RM13, but the next day when the bus arrived, it's in an OMG condition -_-" aircond leaking, bus with stupid smell and extremely rude mannered staffs zzz! Remember DO NOT EVER take Jebat Express if you are going to Melaka even if no bus!

The journey took 2 an a half hours because the stupid bus made a de tour to Alor Gajah and a few more places before reaching Melaka Sentral when they told me it would a direct trip -_-" All of us slept during the journey, too sleepy XD Took Town Bus #17 to get to Clock Tower where I will be meeting up with Mrs Ng the landlord of the place we will be staying.

The apartment we stayed

I found it from Google, and it's freaking cheap, only RM100/weekday or RM120/weekend. Besides that the apartment is in good condition with 2 rooms which can accomodate 3-4 persons in each room, basic cooking utensils, water heater and air conditioner available too.

They are not charging extra for extra mattress, so if you are really on a tight budget trip the house can sleep up to 10-12 person including living room lol. Definitely recommended, besides that the house owner Mr Joe and his wife Mrs Ng are very friendly and helpful people ^^ Click Here to find out more about the apartment =)

Anyway, that's all for now. Coming up next would be how the 5 of us conquered A Famosa so stay tune~ =D

Jusco J-Card Day @ Mid Valley

It's Jusco's J Card Day again! It will be going on at Mid Valley from 5th May 2010 till 6th of May 2010.

To those of you who've been to a J Card Day, you will know that everything in Jusco especially household items will be on super discounts! I only got to know about it this morning, and I wanted to get a new set of comforter, so I went there to check out what they have.

Was pretty excited when I see the "70%" and "80%" stuck all over the place lol. There were a lot of brands and comforter sets so I when over and see if there's any I like.

Comforters spilling all over the floor

There's even Happy Hour where they give additional discount to the current discounted price

After around 30 minutes, I found 2 sets of comforter which I kinda like. I stood there for another 30 minutes because I do not know which to choose =.= I can't put it back and think 1st because I'm sure once I put it down, someone else will grab it instantly T_T

The Modern Art design?
(Original: RM619, J Card DAy:RM99)

Or this cute and colourful one? =(
(Original: RM589, J Card Day: RM119, Happy Hour RM89)

I still couldn't decide after 30 minutes, so I MMS'ed my sis LoL! I hate myself for being so indecisive, damn.. She said to choose the Modern Art 1. So I listened to her, and leave the 2nd 1. But after walking another round, I found there are only quilts! And the quilt is so so so so super soft and comfy! =x

Super comfy and soft and squishy quilt XD
(Original: RM159, J Card Day: RM79)

After another 15 minutes of indecisiveness, I've decided to take the super comfy quilt XD The comforter from the 2 sets above really cannot beat this =x After paying, went down and saw even cosmetics on clearance sales! They have Revlon, Za and Silky Girl's product. Grab some stuff again =x

Silky Girl eye shadow and eye liner
(RM8 each)

Revlon Hair Dye
(RM10 each XD)

After done with the ladies department, went down again to Jusco's supermarket. Yes even the supermarket is doing sales XD Went there to get my Bruncher (Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner).

Assorted Sushi
(RM1 only for every sushi)

Besides sushi, grabbed some fried chicken and wedges too. I've spent a total of RM222 in just 5 hours time lol. Luckily I saw people queuing up at the entrance and found out that I can actually get rebate, yay~! They gave me a rebate of RM20, I think every RM100 spent, you will get a rebate of RM10.

This is not an advertorial for Jusco lol. Just sharing with you about J Card day, and why you should go XD So don't miss it, there's still half of today and 2molo! To those who know me, I don't mind borrowing you my J Card =P

P/S: It is not advisable to drive to Mid Valley for this 2 days because it's freaking jam and very hard to get a parking -_-"

Good Or Bad?

Like I've always said, I'm a chocoholic and I love chocolate a lot. Most of my friends know about this so they will usually get Chocolate for me as souvenir. Below is the Chocolate I've got last week -_-"

Lindt Excellence Chilli/Orange Intense was given to me from Yih Hon who've just got back from Australia. Godiva Extra Dark Chocolate, Cote D'or Praline and Leonidas 100% Pure Cocoa Butter was given to me by Chor Mun who've just got back from Europe.

Well, I may be a chocoholic, but somehow I felt that there's too much of chocolate now lol..there's more to come from my sis who will be coming back from Dubai somewhere this month. I'm really happy, but I'm trying to lose weight now T_T

Anyway, I can't wait to try the chocolate from Godiva and Leonidas XD

A Day At Damansara

Went out with Jayleo today for the Croc's Warehouse Sales @ Ikano. We wanted to see if we can get any nice deals there haha. Our plan was to go to his college first to settle his things, then go over to the Crocs Warehouse sale and have a look. I drove to his place to meet him first, then follow his car =P

Today is supposed to be Preview Sales, and supposedly only certain group of people can enter BUT they did not check at all lol -_-" It wasn't really that big, but there are a lot of Crocs on sales there, and some of it are even still selling in their shop now. Crocs shoes at the warehouse sales is ranging from RM80-100, while the original price is ranging from RM130-230 lol.

We saw some people who are actually buying a BOX of Crocs shoes =.= I know la it's almost 50% off, but need to buy so many pairs or not? How many pair of feet do you have anyway =x We walked around for only 15mins then went out already haha. None of us got anything from the warehouse sales =/ but I saw my friend, Botakai there haha.

On our way to Ikea, we passed by Brands Outlet and Jayleo told me their shirts are nice and cheap. Curious, so I went in, and...I bought 3 t-shirts for RM50 LOL! They really have a lot of graphic T, and the designs are too cute for me to resist =x

The 3 T-shirts I bought lol

Next we went to Ikea to have lunch, Curry Puff + Bottomless softdrink XD The curry puff is quite nice lol. Sit there makan and chit chat for about an hour, then went to The Curve jalan jalan.

Jayleo looking at girls(?) =P

Acting cool haha

We sat there a while, and look at a group of people opposite us, trying to figure out their relationships haha! We were like:

Jayleo: I think that girl is the maid of the lady sitting there.

kRaZy: Yameh? I think she's the sister of the kid la not maid.

Jayleo: But she looks like the maid, and the other 1 also looks like maid.

kRaZy: I think that 2 lady is friends, and that 2 is their maid?

The discussion above went on till they left, and we finally know who's the maid and who's not. We even mistook a staff who works there as a maid XD Quite mou liu, but funny at the same time haha. Went back home not long later. Happy I got 3 new T-shirts XD

Colour Of The Month, Red

Went for my monthly braces appointment just now. The thing that I await the most when I go for the appointment would be "What colour next?" XD I've tried quite a lot of colours and styles, so far my favourite is still multi colour =P

The colour bands available today, not much =/

And finally I've decided to try Blood Red =P

It turns out much much better than I expected LoL! Kinda like the red bands now =x I wanted to try the glow-in-dark bands la, regret a lot that I didn't try it when they have it in stock last October T_T

Anyway, my nice nice ortho Dr Choo promised me that she will try and get the glow-in-dark bands for me haha. Can't wait to try it.

P/S: I don't know why I feel like such a kid writing while this post XD

Free Body Treatment @ My Body Secrets

I've got a FREE Body Treatment Voucher worth RM388 from Tian Chad's blog about 2 weeks go. Few days ago I finally called them to make an appointment today lol. My Body Secret has just opened recently and they are located at The Strand, Kota Damansara.

They actually let me choose a facial treatment or body treatment, and I chose body treatment which I kinda regret now =x

Took this while waiting in the consultation room

Extremely love their purple theme ^^

The flower scented tea they served me~

Ok, let me tell you why I regret choosing the Body Treatment over Facial Treatment. Well it's not because their Body Treatment is bad, it's just that after the treatment only I realised, only one time cannot see result 1 unlike Facial Treatment lol =x

The free Body Treatment includes analysis on your body (height, weight, BMI) and also your eating habit and diet. After analysing, the will introduce their slimming packages to you and see if you are interested. Next would be the Body Treatment aka Slim Wrap lol.

I remember seeing it when I was younger in Phua Chu Kang series where PCK's wife Rosie when to a slimming center with her friend for slim wrap and they both fainted coz it was wrapped too tightly XD This is the very first time I'm experiencing it myself =x

Anyway, maybe it did shape my body for a while lol. It was nice to try =P Thanx Tian Chad for the free voucher. If you are interested, check out his blog to get the vouchers before it's finished ^^