2 DowN, 3 to Go!!

Muahaha! 2 papers over already, 3 more to go. Psychology ok lah..IM ah...sure no A already 1 =(
cant focus study ler..always open my notes and I will be reading it but I'm juz reading it without knowing wat im reading LoL. Then read halfway I will go see this and that, play this and that or think about something unrelated haha. My mind is wandering around like a wanderer XD I think it's because holiday soon and I really can't wait for it haha. I WANNA GO HOLIDAY!! Who's not from KL and dun mind to invite me to their place and play? =D

I need to go somewhere relax! I need to go somewhere different and do something different! Actually I still wanna go Redang the most T_T but nvm la..im gonna be posting a new poll, it's something that came to my mind at random and I would really like to know what ppl thinks ^^

HoW CouLd tHis HaPPeN to Me T_T

It's friday yesterday, due date for our last and final project. I thought that we can just hand the thing in and I will still have 2 days left to study for my finals which will be starting on Monday. Slept only 1 hour then went to college for the some touch up and conversion of files. From 10.30am till 5pm and we thought "Yes! Finally done!" But we are so wrong T_T we went to our lecturer to get the permission to use one of the lab because only the lab has Macromedia Director. He came over and have a look at our almost completing work, then he ask, "Hey,how come your video got no welcoming screen? where is the disclaimer? your profiles? information?". We were all like WTF!? We need all those things?? It was 5.30pm then and we were supposed to hand in by 6pm =.=" None of us saw the example he showed others because most of us late enrolled and didnt went for class in the first 2 weeks. All of us quite devastated but thankfully, the lecturer pity us and willing to extend the deadline to Monday 9am.

Confession of a student who haven't studied:
Die la..I really what also havent start studying ah T_T I am scared now T_T I dowan to fail T_T my IM coursework now only 9.XX/20 and I dont think we will get high marks for the project which carries 20%. I'm GG'fied this time T_T hopefully I can finish my part today then I will study!!! I really will appreciate my last day tomorrow IF I can complete my work for 2day *hopefully* and hope I really will study =x The reason I'm so free to blog now is because I'm downloading the QuickTime Player setup which is needed for my project. 88% only now haha..

To aLL oF yOu WhO WiLL Be HaViNg ExAm:
GooD LuCk FoR YoUr ExAM!
aLL Da BeSt!

ScReWiNg PeoPLe iN tHiS PoSt =)

Finals next week..I still haven't started studying and there are assignments which I need to do. WTF la! I've been skipping many classes, and now still need meet deadlines. No need study already loh. Die la..recently I'm like changing into an anti-social =.=" all I want to do is stay at home alone. I'm not interested in going out with my friends, even class also I lazy go. Losing my motivation to study day by day. I know I should appreaciate that I have the chance to study but somehow..history seems to be repeating itself again. That's what happened in my secondary school years. I lost motivation to study and skip school often. All I like is gaming..that is something I can do everyday without doubt but why cant I do the same for study T_T quite worried also will I really turn into an anti-social who just stays at home alone all the time not wanting to know and care what's happening outside. My life is a mess, and I admit I've got no discipline. What would you expect from a person who has got loads of freedom since the age of 15? I can do what I like when I want and when I feel like doing it. I've spoilt myself with that lifestyle lol..now..I dun manage my time well..I still do wat i want to do whenever I want. That includes gaming till early in the morning and skip class >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">BITCH. Many headed snake and bossy. Want to know how am i doing with my part dun ask me directly but keep annoy ricky. I was in a real bad mood when Ricky told me wat happen. So i sent an SMS to her to tell her anything ask me directly. She replied me saying that I'm action and this and that. Next morning, I thought dowan so bad la plus I reacted in such manner coz I was in a bad mood so I said sorry maybe i misunderstood her to give her some face. BUT that BITCH go tell everyone like she was RIGHT and I AM WRONG!
damn her la..I give her face dowan go so over then she say like this. Now I've learnt my lesson, dont be soft hearted to those u F***'ed because if u do so they will thought that you are afraid of them and giving in.FOR YOUR INFO I DONT GIF A DAMN ABOUT YOU BECAUSE IM NOT EVEN FRIENDS WITH YOU IN THE 1ST PLACE! Go get a life, and I dun care even if we don't talk anymore coz I've nvr ever talked to u anywat until we were in the same group. Advice for u, dun always think that ur the smartest person on earth and like to count so much carry calculator with you wherever u go la!

NeEd a BreAk..

I think i really need a break. It's not that I've work hard though haha..but I somehow feel that I need something different, even if it's just for a little while..i shouldn't be feeling any stress actually because I have a "dun care" attitude which I know too haha..but I don't know why I get emo and moody so easily. Seriously damn down..and I always don't know who to find when I'm really emo. Usually I will end up going to cc and DotA to release emo. It works sometimes, but sometimes it backfires by making me even more emo haha..


I really want to go to Pulau Redang, actually planned to go with my college mates but it was canceled due to "Hungry Ghost Festival" which will be starting on the 16th of August according to my friend. I really miss my previous trips to Redang and I would really like to replace the baby shark tooth necklace i bought from there. Mine broke off.


This holiday most probably I will be going back to my mom's hometown in Batu Gajah to visit my grandma. My uncle passed away recently..previously the 2 of them were staying together but now that my uncle is gone she will be staying alone. She called me when my uncle passed away but all she told me was that my uncle was admitted to hospital and NOT he passed away. After 11 days only I know the truth, when my sister sms'ed me last saturday to tell me that my uncle actually passed away. I feel kind of guilty because I was never really that close with any of my relatives and I haven't been visiting her during CNY holidays for the past few years coz I don't feel like going back. Now I'm really feeling bad and I pity her that she is now staying all alone and she's got health problem. I actually wanted to go Penang for my holidays but how can I continue with my plan after hearing my grandma's condition now lol.


Sometimes when we feel empathy for someone it will bring lots of thoughts to ourselves. Besides my uncle passing away, my paternal grandfather is having some complications too and might be leaving anytime. It was only then I know how it feels when someone "left" you. I cant stop myself from imagining how will I feel if any of my family left me. I've never given a thought on this before. But I am growing older day by day and so are they..even though I am not the family type girl but I think I can really feel the pain..

Argh..forget it. Concentrate on my studies and assignments better..Finals is starting next week! And i'm still blogging haha..hopefully after typing it out I will feel better. This few days emo till not sleeping well and this morning didnt sleep drive to college. When I was about to reach college I hit someone's car because i dozed off =.=" thankfully no serious damage to both cars. In fact only my car was damaged lol. 2nd accident in 3 months time >.<

My BloG's NeW LooK aFteR "ReNoVatiOn" =P

haha finally i took a bit of my time to "renovate" my blog a bit..it's not so empty now and has got MORE COLOURS =D i wanna thank >>>Edward<<< for helping me to figure out how 2 edit HTML so that i can attach the emo pic to my blog's background hehe..so tired,everyday sleep less than 6hrs and im only sleeping in the morning..it's not that i dowan to sleep but i can't sleep T_T *sob sob* perhaps it might sound a bit weird for u all,but i need mood to sleep LOL! when i am moody..i can go to the extreme that i dun even haf the mood to eat or sleep =x it's bad but wat to do..used to it d haha..it's saturday evening now,weather in KL if freaking hot this few days. havent been raining for quite some time...crossing fingers hoping that it will rain soon. cant stand the heat wave..even sleeping also can sweat =.=" for my blog "renovation" i will stop here 1st coz er..kinda lazy hehe ^^" i've included links to songs that I Like and not everyone like =x juz click on the link to listen and feel free to leave a comment at my Shoutbox. damn i love playing with colours now haha! XD