LoNeLy =(

It's Merdeka's eve now..everyone is having fun outside,counting down and enjoying but i'm home alone again as usual. 1st time hear me say I'm lonely huh? Haha..but seriously, im like losing frens coz I'm the kind who duno how to maintain frenship well lol. Always afk in msn so no time to catch up with ppl. Last time my phone will always be ringing and I will be bz sms'ing with someone from day to night. But that is last time..this is no longer happening =( It is kind of sad..I've never really had a best fren. Maybe because I'm diff from the others so hard to find someone who can understands me and someone who can be there for me always. Use to have one..but i no longer haf a fren like this. Everytime when something happen..seriously, I can scroll my phonebook from A-Z 3 times and not even a name in it can make me feel like telling them that I'm not ok and hope to find someone to talk to. Pathetic right? Haihz..seriously down. In college le..1 year ady,people I know from college is like less than 50 i think. So sux ler.. T_T how le how le? I also duno.

Whenever I tell my fren about this they will always ask me to get a BF haha.. -_-" if got I no need wait la..BF say find then find 1 meh. How to find? They will haf the tag "I'm Your BF" on them? I think that getting a bf is like shopping haha. U need to look around first and see if there's any shirt that can attract u. If u found it, then u need consider other factors like does it match u, can u afford it, is it suitable for u and most important, is it available XD If u really like the shirt but it doesnt suit u ,no point buying it right? Or perhaps u really like the shirt and everything else is fine but when u r about to pay the sales assistant tells u that someone has booked it and it's the last piece haha. Nice or not this example? =P

Oh no..kRaZy's Disease is attacking again haha. Talking nonsense ady =x anyway wish all Malaysians:

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA KE 51!!

HAPPY 51ST MERDEKA'S DAY!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!! =P

Feeling so much better =D

I'm really feeling so so so much better after I've got the answer haha. Yay~ I dun need to wonder or guess already ^^ and I know what I should do now too hehe..

This coming Monday I will be going to Pulau Redang!! Gonna go take my advance diving license haha. Previously I've already got the Open Water license so now go take higher level 1. Finally I can go to Redang for a holiday. Although I will miss my 1st day of class but nvm la,1st day usually nothing 1 haha. I hope that I will be able to really enjoy myself for this trip. Meet some great new friends, buy back my baby shark tooth necklace and get my license! =D I will let go of the past (certain only =P), dowan think luu..this time for real ^^ I will try and get a camera so that I can post some pics in my photoless blog haha. Redang, here I come!!!

Wish me luck hehe..hopefully can know a leng chai there,not too bad huh? =P
Havent go already think so much haha..

Thank You..

It's 7.22am of 27th August 2008 now..finally..I've got the answer. Thanx you for giving me the answer..now I will know what I should do. Sorry again...this would be the last time I say sorry to u ^^

La La La~

Finally I'm feeling much better..not so down like starting of the week. Can say that I am BACK =D This 1st half of my holiday seriously I didnt do anything much. Work at WGT kick off, watched 2 movies and <4bia>, rest of it I'm mostly sleeping at home, "boiling" the drama<糖心风暴II之家好月圆>, then SDO-X or GGC at home haha. Seriously the drama is damn good compared to the other dramas recently. If any of u is interested to watch it too u all can <<click here>> to get to a blogsite with the links to every episodes of the drama. Such a nice guy to create such convenience for us haha. Previously my classmates made a plan to club yesterday, which I said see 1st coz that time very no mood. But yesterday I woke up at 10.30pm haha, yeah u didnt see wrong,it's 10.30PM =D after 1 hour like that..suddenly feel like want go club pulak. When I call them, all on their way d or no slot d T_T So in the end, I still stay at home and watch back my old drama, Forensic Hero II, until 1.30am like that only I go back sleep until 9am this morning XD after wake up, brush teeth, I'm off to SDO again haha.. then 11something Wei Jian called ask me go watch 4Bia with him and Kim Yang. I said ok loh..he bought tickets for 1.35pm but we reached there around 2.15pm thanx to the massive jam and heavy rain. Miss 1 part of the show T_T I've been anticipating for this movie so long and I can't watch the whole thing T_T but I have to say, that movie is GOOD! For those of you who are do not watch Horror movie often, I wouldn't recommend u to watch it coz you are definitely gonna get scared the hell out of you ^^ I like the last story the most, it's really freaky. But it depends on individual of coz haha..but overall, I think it's not bad ^^

After movie Wei Jian went and fetch Jiun Kit and 4 of us went to Desa Petaling to play badminton. After playing not long suddenly headache -_-" After badminton go Cowboy and eat dinner. It's been raining almost whole day le..freaking cold. This morning after wake up actually got a bit not happy 1. Wanna thanx ahSinGz for cheering me up. Thanx for always listening to my crap at msn haha. When I got the chance I will surely go Penang and meet u all up. All of u have been great and caring fren to me ^^ Argh I still havent visit my grandma in Perak ah..I duno when go le..and I duno if I should drive or take bus. Take bus to Ipoh then I still need transfer bus to Batu Gajah and take taxi sumore. If drive..I scared dangerous only haha..no matter wat I should go back but I really muz make up my mind soon =.=" I'm listening to hardtrance -> BassControl3 by BassAgent at the moment while thinking something stupid =D Wish everyone a great monday for 2molo ^^ Nite nite~~

HoLiDaYiNg =)

Haven't been blogging in the past few days coz I'm really not in the mood to blog. But I'm feeling much better now..can let go a bit already on those things that happened recently =) I actually planned to really go somewhere to have fun for my holiday but those things that happened changed my mind. No mood go play already lol..

What have I been doing for this few days? Everyday SDO, msn, drama and sleep. I really sleep a lot this few days. Especially on last sat and sun. Sleep, wake up, play computer a while, then go back sleep till the next day haha..Sleeping Spree =D then my fren Ben called me and ask me if I was interested to work for a game event. I agreed almost instantly coz I got ntg do also anyway and the job is to play games with people only, y not? haha..then the day b4 I work only I know that the event I will be working at is the WGT kick off! o.o Woo Hoo~! For me I think this is something quite big haha..being able to work at the launching of one of the big game events in Malaysia. But too bad la..this year WCG no dota, only CS,Need for Speed, FiFa and COD. =( all of those games I'm not really so into it so..those players I don't know. If Dota is available then I will get to see a lot of my frens whom I've not seen for some time. Anyway the event was great. A lot of ppl from the media is there. I might appear in some of the magazines or newspaper who cover the news XD but most probably even if I appear also as some "ke le feh" behind only la haha..
I think that it is really interesting to be able to work in that event. I'm studying mass comm and I'm really into event organising. That day I have to arrive 4 hrs before the event start to set up the venue. So I can actually see how they do things from scratch. Then they have press release and press kit as well. But too bad I can't take a copy of the press kit to have a look haha..the saddest part is that I don't have a camera T_T if I have I can take loads of pictures to post here >.< sumore that day I make up and style my hair nicely le =( must really get a new phone asap =(

It's not the first time I work in an event. I really enjoy working in events. It is so fun. Ya it will be long hour and tiring but the satisfaction is there if everything manage to go on smoothly. Most of the time I work as promoters at event but I somehow prefer working as crew haha. We will get to meet different people at each event which can help to widen our social circle. Event is usually fun, so even us as the crew will haf fun during the event too =) Yalah sometimes b4 event start maybe will kena pressure by those above us in order to get everything prepared but when it's done, we get our reward too =P That is what I'm planning to do after completing my diploma. I wanna be an event organiser ^^ yup I know it will be challenging and tiring, but I really think that the satisfaction you get when ur event is successful really pays off all ur hardwork hehe..1 more year to my internship. I'm planning to get internship at Event Company. By then I will know if it's really what I want haha..