Who do you think you are? =)

i wanna tell u this..ur juz a fren of mine and im juz a fren of urs. frens haf limit so pls remember this. i am NOT ur anger venting tool. u not happy ur problem dun come and release ur anger on me. when i am not happy i didnt release my anger on u too rite? damn you..in the end it still proves that wat i've always thought of u was right. i was right all along eventhough sumwhere in the middle i thought i was wrong. damn you. when u r lonely u find me? when u want ppl accompany u find me? u thought wat? im your backup now izit? argue wif gf then come kacau me. i can be a nice fren but i can be nasty too,dun challenge me pls. stupid. this is the 2nd time d, and so i guess no more chances 4 ur impression in my mind to be changed. i wun find you, u can do the same too =) another fake fren found ^^

Zzzzz....!

i hate ppl force me to do wat i dun want to do! so can u guys juz respect me when i say no? stop asking and asking and asking pls! even if after sumtime u've successfully got me 2 do wat u want but i can tell u i am 100% not willing to do so! so pls..stop instructing me wat to do...

SurPriSe SuRPriSe~ ^^

i've always thought that most of my frens dun really care about me except a few of them..but it surprised me that when i was sick,kenneth,my o2jam fren whom i didnt talk wif often actually called me and ask how was my condition..i wat really shocked lol. even my frens who i see everyday didnt bother 2 ask me lol. 4 me it doesnt matter coz i dun care whether ppl care for me or not. another surprise was a guy i didnt didnt expect him 2 msg me at all lol. i thought that i was juz his temporary fren but i was wrong indeed haha..now only i realise that there are ppl who care 4 me juz that i didnt pay attention to them lol..i guess i should change my attitude of not being so pessimistic lol..

thanx all of u guys who asked about me, im getting better already.. ^^

Sad.. T_T

i've been sick for the past few days so didnt attend classes..my classmate juz called me to inform me about my marketing test and coursework marks. so sad..they r quite bad. got only 11/20 for my course work and the test only 50 something..he told me that my total coursework marks is 30 something out of 60 only T_T meaning that i cant get A for this subject...cant blame any1 except myself for slacking. i skipped marketing quite a lot =x but i think it is unfair! his test 1 questions are all irrelevant >.<>=( been getting real lazy recently..dun gif a damn 2 my works anymore..sumtimes i do worry,but still i wun be doing anything lol..duno wat's wrong..argh..if i wanna get good results it's time 2 work 4 it now >.<

duno wat title 2 put =D

2.31am now..still not sleeping yet coz no mood. it's raining now ^^ my favourite weather of all haha..i enjoy sitting somewhere where i can look up at the raining sky and stone there. i used 2 do it when i was younger lol..i find it kind of weird but duno y i can withstand being alone haha,in fact i kinda enjoy the feeling of being alone =D can enjoy the peace and quietness haha..and i can go into deep thoughts,stone =D are these the symptoms of an anti social? =x i used 2 be a game freak but now im losing interest towards it. izit bcoz i dun haf the rite company 2 game wif or..? i really like dota a lot,it brought me a lot of frens. it is something that i can use as a social utility lol. is that the reason im still playing it now? i duno either..last time i've always wanted 2 be a good girl gamer. i hope that ppl will stop saying that girls can never be a gamer. i hate it when ppl say that. 4 this, i really tried very hard last time..but i duno since when i got tired of trying that i juz gif up lol. eventually when i stop trying i will get worse and worse,so gaming nowadays really makes me damn emo. when i play o2jam,i will compare myself now 2 last time. i can easily combo or pass those songs last time but i cant do it anymore now. the same 2 dota..when i was active i think i am much better than now..whenever ppl say i play badly they make me think back of last time..if i still had the skills i had back then..will they still look down on me so much? i think that im quite lifeless actually lol..a person who puts gaming at the 1st place,how much life could this person haf? =) im making myself think so much for all these trivial matters lol..but somehow it is bothering me..i hate the feeling. but wat feeling is this? i really duno =.=" actually im really sick of dota now..the reason im hanging on to this game would be the frens i made through this game i belief..i know that if i quit gaming im gonna lose a lot of frens who game lol. stupid huh not quitting because of that ^^" im already 21 this year but i duno y my thoughts and actions are like so childish. i can seriously say that i dun feel that i am like 21 at all lol..the way i act and stuff..like a kid >.< sad sad..enuff of crap 4 2day..find this blogsite really useful haha! when unhappy or moody can straight away crap here XD